You’ll find that down ass chick that you need. The one that didn’t miss you right away when you left, the one that didn’t need to hear your voice before she went to bed. Maybe you’ll find that girl who’s gonna let you smoke weed and even go out and do it with you. That girl who didn’t always need you around for company but just to chill when you’re not busy. The one you can trust with all the boys. One that you can believe. The one that you could chill with around your boys and the one you could show off. Baby I was never any of these things. I wish you the best and maybe you’ll find that almost perfect girl one day and she’ll love you just enough, just enough to make your day and put a smile on your face. But if you ever wonder why it’s just enough and not as perfect as you thought it would be… you’re gonna realize that not every girl is gonna love you like I did.
To those girls who thought they were so ‘in love’. To those girls who just can’t let go. To those girls who can’t move on. To those girls who knows they can do it better, who deserves better. To those girls who put up with their boyfriends. To those girls who gave it there all to make there relationships works.To those girls who put in everything in their relationships and end up getting hurt. To those girls with broken hearts. To those girls who pretended to be happy. To those girls who’ve been played. To those girls who cry every night. To those girls who regret not listening to their friends. To those girls who lost their friends ‘cause they gave too much time to their boyfriends. To those girls who were just looking for ‘love’. To those girls who thought they found it.
Day 2: Talk about your piercings or tattoos, if you have any.
Well I got my ears pierced when iw as a baby, so i don’t really rememeber it. But i got my nose pierced in grade 9. I had just always wanted it. Most girls in my fam have it too. But it took FOREVERR for it to heal. I wear a really small nose ring now and I love it.
And I def want a tattoo soon, I just don’t know when or where.
Day 3: Your favourite television program
Way too many : Friends, Law&Order:SVU, Make It or Break It, Pretty Little Liars, Glee, 90210, Family Guy, The Simpsons, How I met Your Mother, Jersey Shore, Kardashians, One Tree Hill, Fresh Prince, The Vampire Diaries, Whose Line, Gilmore Girls and MANY MORE….
My best friend texted me, he asked if I looked nice right now. I told him no, and he said to get ready so I look good, not to him, but to myself. Only text him back If I felt happy with how I looked. This confused me but I didn't ask questions. I just got ready, and finally after an hour or two, I told him I felt happy with how I looked, sort of. The door rang about 10 minutes later, and my friends told me to come with them to the park. This confused me but I didn't ask questions, I was bored anyways. We walked to the park, it wasn't that far, and they said to sit on the swing set. I didn't really like the swings at this park because it was the very place my first love broke up with me & shattered my heart. Just sitting on the swing hurt a bit, I went into silence at the memories. Suddenly, I was blindfolded. When my friends took it off, there he was. The boy who told me to get ready, I liked this boy, he was my best friend. He handed me a rose and got down on his knee. "I know this is one of your least favorite places. I also know you stopped believing in love after 2 shots to the chest. And you don't like change. But this is good change, I think. I want to change this swingset from the place where you closed your door to love to the place where it just began. I've sat by & watched you get hurt long enough. You're beautiful, smart, talented, sweet, funny. And impatient. So, I won't drag this out. I love you, & I'd like to be your boyfriend...Will you go out with me?" This boy was my 3rd love, he made me feel special. It's been 5 long years, & just today, he said those exact words. To propose.
If you ever find a girl that's willing to walk all the way to your house to take care of you when your sick, If you find a girl that's gunna try to watch sports with you even when she doesn't understand it, If you ever find a girl that's willing to connect with your boys, your girls and your family just to understand your life, this girl is a keeper. So do everything you can, love her with every heartbeat to keep her.
If ever one day you wake up and I’m not there, I hope you realize things I’ve been waiting for you to realize: I mean the world to you and that you never intended to make me leave. If one day you wake up and get that courage to just walk out cause you’ve had enough, I hope you don’t look back and see me break. Because if you really did love me watching that shit might hurt.
“Well I’m sorry I’m not who you thought I was, but what’s happened is in the past, and all I can do is try to change. If you can’t accept that, then you’re not who I thought you were.”—Blake Lively as Serena van der Woodsen (via fashionprotege)
I don’t hate it, Janaki is a nickname that my fam calls me. And Kishor is my dad’s name. It’s custom to have your dad’s name as your middle name and once you get married it’s suppose to change to your husbands name. Weird, I know, but it’s tradition. And I like it.